This horrible thing is happening to me again. I can’t seem to get any sleep.

This horrible thing is happening to me again. I can’t seem to get any sleep.

This horrible thing is happening to me again. I can’t seem to get any sleep. This is the eighth night in a row now. Its extremely late; two in the morning to be exact. I’m lying awake. My body is wet, dripping with sweat, yet it is such a cold winters night and I don’t even have a fever. I am Annoyingly restless, tossing and turning, staring at my ceiling. The house is so quiet. Not even a gentle breeze can be heard. I’m the only one awake. My parents are fast asleep. Then, as I feel as if I’m out to fall asleep, something bothers me. The dog begins to and a strong wind arises, causing my room door to creek. I feel as though I’ve been cursed. Something’s driving me mad and the worst part of it is that I don’t know what it is. I don’t even have a clue as to what it could be. I’ve developed this feeling of anxiety and it feels as though something is eating away at the inside of my stomach. I don’t know why this is happening to me. I mean, im not stressed out or anything. I’ve been to a few doctors, but not even they can figure out what the problem is. Why is this happening to me? I ask myself this question over and over; I don’t know what I have done to deserve this. I feel as so alone at this point because everybody else that I know is fine. They don’t lie awake at night like I do, hoping to fall asleep. I wish this would just go away and never bother me again. I get out of my bed and sit up for a while, wiping the sweat off of my face with my T-shirt. I go to the bathroom and rinse my face with some cold water. I then go to the kitchen and fix myself something to eat along with something to drink. I go back to my room and into my bed again. I turn on my radio and listen to some music and I think to myself, when will this horrible plague and. For how many more nights will I have to suffer like this? Its 5am. I finally manage to fall asleep, but this doesn’t help much as I have to wake up at …


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